Tammy’s Always Dying

Directed by Amy Jo Johnson

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A dark comedy about a young woman caring for her alcoholic mother, Tammy, who has been diagnosed with terminal cancer. Despite the diagnosis and their appearance on a talk show to discuss her impending death, Tammy persistently refuses to actually die.

The film ends with her taking her own life as her daughter watches. This film represents multiple attempts by the characters to take control of the narrative of Tammy’s illness and impending death while navigating their relationships with each other. The ending, in which Tammy takes her own life, is therefore a radical act of self-reclamation which her daughter recognizes and accepts.

For most of the movie it seems to be a pretty typical cancer narrative, but by taking her life Tammy escapes the survivor/victim dichotomy by dying on her own terms. Tammy is also notably a… walking disaster. Even if she was miraculously cured of her cancer, she would never be a well or whole person.

This film is also notable because “black comedy” tone refuses and even mocks the traditional solemn and sanctified tone of cancer narratives. It attacks that form of narrative-making, and the impulse to capitalize off your cancer experience.

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After The Cure: The Untold Stories of Breast Cancer Survivors

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After the Cure is focused on a single issue: chemotherapy. As Lochlann Jain noted in Malignant, chemo is inherently oxymoronic: it is a poison that cures, and it is sometimes unclear whether patients have died from chemo or from cancer. Chemotherapy can also have serious, long lasting side effects, yet post chemo ailments such as brain fog, fatigue, infertility, secondary neoplasms, etc. are virtually unspoken of within any mainstream cancer narratives. Breast cancer tends to be especially subject to overwhelmingly optimistic patient narratives which cause many patients to do not fit that model to feel excluded, inadequate, or marginalized. After the Cure is a conscious and pointed intervention into mainstream breast cancer narratives, an archive of the stories of people who are “cured” but not “well”.

Key quotes:

Pg. 1

This quote perfectly encapsulates both the phenomenon of lingering unwellness after being “cured” as well as the exclusion of these issues from the popular narrative. When the lingering effects of chemotherapy and the threat of relapse are not acknowledged, patients feel frustrated and lied to.

Quote from Annie Briggs, Pg. 31

This quote addresses a woman’s struggles with cognitive dysfunction resulting from chemotherapy, colloquially known as “chemobrain”. It can last at least ten years, and is extremely frustrating for those who suffer from it.

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